went out for dinner with E8 people. they are really such a great bunch of people. still fantastic after e8's over for 2 month plus. miss you people!
NO REGRETS! :D
& all along, its only what I thought.
1:30 AM
Sigh.
I didn't know things like this could evoke such strong memories and emotions.
Inadequacies of self, unhappiness of the past, uncertainties of the future.
Opening that can of worms, you'll have to close it back and not let the worms infest you.
Right.
And maybe each time you open that can of worms, there'll be a little less worms, you'll feel a little less scared and you don't have to hurt that much again.
& all along, its only what I thought.
2:55 PM
stomach hurts. ugh. might be the scary coleslaw?
hahaha.
lips hurt too. oh well.
sides hurt too. oh well.
right.
physical would be nothing compared to emotional though!
that part of lady gaga song keeps running through my brain.
out of character, inadequency, miscommunication.
& all along, its only what I thought.
2:20 AM
600th blog post!
woots pop the champagne roll the drums!
aiya but actually i wanted to rant, doesn't fit the celebratory mood >.<
zzzzz okay i shall skip the rants and gray thoughts for now!
happy 600th post and think happy thoughts everyone! :D
& all along, its only what I thought.
11:31 PM
feeling rather miserable right now cos my nose's dripping like mad.
have so much to do i can't afford a drippy nose la hello.
and i'm trying to start off my project but it's killing me actually. presentation's on this fri and my ground hasn't started. right.
angst much.
& all along, its only what I thought.
2:32 AM
i've read somewhere before that a habit forms in 21 days.
if that's true, no wonder i have this itchy finger syndrome :x so troubling.
sigh. oh and i feel like a bag of germs.
today during 2101 when we were doing roleplay, was supposed to interview our lecturer as a class (only 14 ppl hahahaha) and i was coughing like mad until i was tearing. went out to get some warm water and returned to the room, only to start coughing like mad another 5 mins later. missed about half of the interview cos i was outside coughing like a madman.
malu much!
& all along, its only what I thought.
11:48 PM
don't like this feeling much.
of feeling inadequate.
don't like this feeling much,
how it makes me feel.
don't like this feeling much,
because I prefer hiding my head in the sand.
don't like this feeling much,
it just feels achy angsty sad.
& all along, its only what I thought.
12:02 AM
